Sunday, April 24, 2016

April 24

i usually feel very excited in April. especially on the 24th of the month. 

but everything is very different this year. i won't be able to send you messages. i won't be able to call you and talk to you. i won't have the chance to video call you and let Sofea sings you a birthday song. 

you would have turned 58 today, abah. sometimes i think you were gone too soon. there are still many things that i want to tell you. there are so so many of other things. but Allah loves you more than we do. so He takes you with him. and i'm sure you are a lot better there :) 

i feel your presence still. and i feel like you are still here with us. i still have your photos. and i look at them whenever i am free. and i saw a man that i love so much. who sacrificed a lot, who did a lot.

you know, i just miss you a little more today :') 

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